Disappointed About My Weight

Here I am again on my never ending square one, arrrgh! I hate it! I've been battling with these extra bulges for almost fifteen years now. Everytime I lose some weight, I immediately gain it. I don't know what to do anymore. I tried going to the gym, drinking slimming pills, diet tea...name it, I tried it. And yet here I am a lazy couch potato...often eating, blogging, sleeping. I hate this feeling. I'm sorry if I set negative vibes here but I just really want to blog out what I really feel inside. I know being able to lose weight I need discipline...and I lack big time. Currently I am a 180 lbs fat gal... hoping I could lose at least 20 lbs in the next two months. I will try to lose these extra weight again by drinking maggi, a diet pill recommended by my friend Jhay and will also try to drink the slimming coffee recommended by my officemate Mommy Rose. I would also cut down my rice intake and would do some jogging starting next week. God help me...I don't want to be like this anymore....

My Gym Subscription Has Ended

Waah, my gym subcription had ended last Monday July 20th. I've gotten a plan under corporate account for a 3 month gym subscription for only P3500. It's quite cheap compared to other plans because the membership fee has been waived. The gym subscrition includes unlimited use of gym facilities,shower room ammenties, free swimming and the use of sauna room. The gym I'm talking about is Red Corner which is located @ Holiday Inn just in front of our office building in Robinsons Equitable tower. Though I only was