Disappointed About My Weight

Here I am again on my never ending square one, arrrgh! I hate it! I've been battling with these extra bulges for almost fifteen years now. Everytime I lose some weight, I immediately gain it. I don't know what to do anymore. I tried going to the gym, drinking slimming pills, diet tea...name it, I tried it. And yet here I am a lazy couch potato...often eating, blogging, sleeping. I hate this feeling. I'm sorry if I set negative vibes here but I just really want to blog out what I really feel inside. I know being able to lose weight I need discipline...and I lack big time. Currently I am a 180 lbs fat gal... hoping I could lose at least 20 lbs in the next two months. I will try to lose these extra weight again by drinking maggi, a diet pill recommended by my friend Jhay and will also try to drink the slimming coffee recommended by my officemate Mommy Rose. I would also cut down my rice intake and would do some jogging starting next week. God help me...I don't want to be like this anymore....

New Years Resolution for 2011!

Happy New Year Everyone! This 2011, let's make sure we only have none but positive vibes! Goodbye to nega thoughts and nega vibes for us. This year, I've decided to change my new years resolution. Every year, I've been wanting to lose weight and that's always my number one priority...but to no avail. I guess it's really not that effective, I don't know why but maybe because it's the only thing on my mind and the more I think about it, the harder it gets to materialize. So for this year, my new year's resolution is to be contented in everything I have. Happiness is measured by how much you appreciate what you have, not focusing on what you dont. I would make sure that I only look on a certain situation like someone who looks on a glass half full, instead of half empty. There are a lot of things in stored for all of us, if we could only open our eyes and appreciate every little thing we have in our lives. So to my readers, I urge you to be more appreciative and you'll definitely see the world in a whole new different way. Aja to all of us this 2011!

Tough Times

Nah! I was'nt able to go to the to the gym for almost a week now! This is not happening! Well, it's just so happen that there are so many changes that happened @ the office that I felt so stressed out to work out. Besides, my gay friend Mamu and my lesbian friend Sam (ironic ba? hahaha) also shares the same sentiments as what I have. I know it should not be a valid excuse because exercise would really help me to be stronger